in love with her... all over again...

kalau dah jodoh, takkan lari ke mana...

i miss u...

i miss u... so badly...

for the last time, I love you.

goodbye...

It's Hard

it's hard.
too hard.
living without you.
which is why,
i'm going away.
far far away.
i'm leaving everything behind.
the memories will follow me,
but i hope, i will forget soon.
coz it's hard,
when all i can think about is you.

have a beautiful life.

Hello blog...

Hello my dear blog,

It's been a while now. I'm filled with ten shades of loneliness. Accompanied by ten kinds of misery. I knew it's going to be hard. But I never thought it would be THIS hard. I hope the sun shines soon. Chase away these dark, gloomy clouds. I have no one. I want no one. Let me be alone. I give up. Maybe this is God's way of telling me I don't deserve anyone. That I don't deserve to be loved. It was wonderful while it lasted. I really believed this was it. That she was the one.

I was wrong. I don't deserve her.

Dear blog, do me a favour.

Wake me up when it's time to die.

Lonely...

lonely... alone... lonely... sad... lonely... cry... alone... sad... lonely...

...

Really...?