Monday, November 8, 2010

Hello blog...

Hello my dear blog,

It's been a while now. I'm filled with ten shades of loneliness. Accompanied by ten kinds of misery. I knew it's going to be hard. But I never thought it would be THIS hard. I hope the sun shines soon. Chase away these dark, gloomy clouds. I have no one. I want no one. Let me be alone. I give up. Maybe this is God's way of telling me I don't deserve anyone. That I don't deserve to be loved. It was wonderful while it lasted. I really believed this was it. That she was the one.

I was wrong. I don't deserve her.

Dear blog, do me a favour.

Wake me up when it's time to die.

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